june21

woke up.. class day sigh. i had to make up a quiz from last week that i missed, so studying was my main goal for the day. had my coffee woffy and layed outside with my notes! momo and i worked out and went to the bank.. uber fail. not only was working out a bad experience b.c i was a cranky girl but then momo got frustrated when we tried to go to the clarkston bank (a million miles away) for the 3rd time to make a cd for my bro.. and we didn't have everything we needed. anywho we stopped at the store on the way home from the gym and had a slap to the face moment. mom had been telling me about this article she was reading on girls and eating disorders. how sooo many women (everyone at least once in their lifetime) has one in some way. the article talked about how if you want to loose weight you have to do it in a "loving your body" maner. she then told me about how she was looking at a mag earlier and they were displaying stick skinny girls as beautiful. readers compare themselves to these models and are encouraged to not eat in order to look like them. this is kind of another reason why i have such negative feelings.. (put in a nice way) towards porn. those scummy girls don't realize how that makes other RESPECTABLE women feel. like we are mere objects used to pleasure men. no excuse me we are barbies.. or are spsd. to look like them, perfect. ok done with the rant. yeah so we were in the store and seriously saw walking bones. this woman looked like she was going to drop at any moment. the sight made my mom and i feel sick, and made us feel almost guilty for being petty about what we put in our mouth. thank god we haven't fallen deeply into the media's trap. uhg. anyways sooo yeah went to class and it was HARD. 15 pages of notes and 2 straight hours of lecture blow. my head killed. went to jares after with the guys to go fishing.. no luck but it was a beautiful night.