June 20th.

today is sunday and fathers day. boy o boy. welp woke up and mommy was home. i think i was anticipating jared being here when i woke up, so i couldn't sleep very well. anyways mom worked 12 hours the past 3 days and so she has been sleeping in until about 4. i let her have my room b.c of the dark shades so she took over and i headed outside. i layed in the grass with my coffee and book and listened to the birds sing. this habit im making of taking in nature everyday when i wake up, is one that i hope continues for the rest of my life. drastic i know, but it's a little bit of time to really sit back and see that petty things are not worth stressing over. the world is so much bigger then you and i... and life is so short. take it in. but yeaus. anyways jared came over and we sat in the porch with some fruit and yogurt, and of course my cereal. he left then i took a nappy. woke up when mom was heading back to work at 3. strongest person i know. she was off so kenny and i went to the store to get dad some choco and a card.. oh and lance a card as well. btw i failed to mention dad went golfing. i wasn't a bad daughter ignoring him don't worry. but chyah then we swung by and picked up chloe for lances grad party. it was nice to see everyone again. the people we knew as little girls running around the neighborhood causing mayhem. they all love us to this day. weird to think about. how much things change, and the once perfect world where adults knew all, is now put into perspective for us young adults. anyways we got to catch up with courtney and her beautiful new baby. it was so nice to hear her story and the way her baby has changed her life. love for your own child is something that only a parent can understand, something i can't wait to experience. well i can for at least 5 years. hehe. well after that i headed to lynns..( jareds moms) just because. tom.. her bf's sons and daughter came as well.. it was nice to meet them. i just remembered jareds mom called me kara.. LOL. i really didn't mind but the guys made her feel bad about it. kinda funny. anywho cramps started kicking my ass so i dropped by dylans to pick up notes from class then i came home. currently i am drugged up on pain meds to make the extreme period junk numb... prob why im writing a novel. so sorry. okay well off to more frozen grapes and my book. love love love